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12.18.09

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Doing: Virtual Combat Training

//War is Hell
I fully recognize that playing war games from the comfort of my chair is NOT any sort of actual combat training of any kind. I am confident that nothing can compare to the real thing. So why do it you might ask? I am convinced that playing these games can expose one vitally important thing—frailty. Playing these games wasn’t about learning how to take cover or mastering sniper breathing techniques but to expose to my conscience to how easy it is to die. While playing four full games from beginning to end I tracked every time I died and how. I died 289 times.

Total Deaths

*Disclaimer: I can’t lie, I actually enjoy playing these games. But playing as much as I did to get this data, I was left feeling a little empty and unfulfilled. It’s unfortunate we humans are so good at destroying, I think we are meant to create.

Speaker for the Dead

Harry Allen Clawson’s story is a relevant tale of sacrifice, loss, and the human cost of war. A story of duty, the love of freedom and the love of family more than self. It’s a timeless story, and yet is in danger of being lost to time.

Who could speak for Harry? Can anyone really speak for the dead? How can you get to know someone who is dead? Someone you have never met and never will meet in this lifetime? Someone who has been gone so long that even the memories of him, held by those who did know him, have begun to fade like old posters left in the sun? To make matters even more difficult what if you and the person you are trying to understand are very different in many significant physical, and emotional ways?

Faced with all of these questions I decided I would attack it from every angle I could think of. After several months of contemplation I devised a plan. I would design my own research methodology based on the ways I learned best. I would try and attach my senses to as much of Harry’s story as possible. I would try and experience as much as I could. My research methodology breaks down into four parts: Seeing, Doing, Documenting, and Making.

//Seeing
I would try and see as much of what Harry saw, through photos, movies, and most importantly in person. I would have to go and see where he fought, and died, where he trained and lived. I would listen to music that he listened to, and discover the visual world that surrounded him.

//Doing
I would try and do some of the things he did. Physical training, combat conditioning, virtual combat via video games and paintball, even jumping from a perfectly good airplane. I don’t think I am ready to do Mt. Curahee in 50 minutes (3 miles up 3 miles down) but I have lost 20 pounds since I started this adventure.

//Documenting
I would read everything he wrote. I would read things written about him, or about the places he went or the things he did. I would also document my experiences of Seeing, Doing and Making. I would also try to contextualize Harry’s timeframe with my own through references I could relate to. For example, Harry graduated from High School in 1936. A year that is completely foriegn to me until you relize that is the same year the Wizard of Oz was playing in theaters and “Somewhere Over the Rainbow” was the number one song.

//Making
As a designer, no research would be complete without making communication pieces relating to Harry’s story. To tryout different mediums and storytelling formats. These research experiments would be just as valuable in finding out more about Harry as standing where his body was found.

It remains to be seen how effective this methodology is in practice. One thing for sure is that while most of it isn’t real, a mere shadow of Harry’s experience, it has still left me in a better position to tell Harry’s story with authority and truthfulness than when I first started. Oddly enough it has been commented several times now that I might know more about Harry than those who actually knew Harry.

What’s Next

With winter break approaching it is a good idea to enumerate what I plan on doing so that I don’t spend the entire holidays roasting by an open fire. It’s also a good time to set out how I plan to proceed with next semester.

// Winter Holidays
Do nothing school related for at least three days straight.
Be with the family as much as they can stand me.
Shake off the drunken stupor of food, sleep and fun.
Bug hunt the AW//Blog.
Create 5 products for sale in the AW//Store.
Finalize all of AW//Studio and AW//Blog. (A huge job)
Finalize Timelines: Master and Contextual.
Write the screenplay.
Scan, review, organize all gathered Media.
Create a mock up of thesis exhibit space. (Approx. 1/12 Scale)
Brainstorm all the different options for Exhibit Space.
A test sketch for each exhibit idea I like.

// Spring 2010
January
Determine—through actual tests—the feasibility of a triple projection system.
Create a rough video draft of the screenplay.
Create digital rough of Master/Contextual/Geographical Timeline.
Finalize exhibit plans leaving room for discovery.
Design, design, make.
February
Finalize video sequences.
Design, design, make.
March
Make, design, make.
Produce + Install.
April
Website + Documentation
May
Graduate

Sequence Theory

These sketches are part of an attempt to test the sequence of the narrative. What is more compelling, knowing in the beginning that he was found or just knowing that he was missing? Sequence Test A opens strong with the farmer finding a body. Sequence Test B opens forcefully with Harry declared as missing.

SEQUENCE TEST A

SEQUENCE TEST B

Soundtrack Theory Tests

These two sketches test a theory about the effect of music and sound on meaning and emotion. Both sketches are visually identical, the only thing that changes is the soundtrack. Obviously music is a huge part of the emotional attachment or detachment to a piece. What is interesting is how music is also a semiotic component that develops meaning through that attachment and emotion. Does music change the meaning of the visuals individually, as a whole or some of both for you?

TEST A

TEST B

Doing: Physical Training

For up to date info check out my DAYTUM stats.

Just an update on physical training. I am stuck at 174 lbs for a minimum. I am trying to get to 170 by Christmas. I think I am going to have to be really careful with what I eat and ramp up the running. The images below are where I am at right now. Remember I started at 198 at the beginning of the summer. Just by changing a few diet items like no soda or chocolate I dropped to 188. The exercise has helped me get to 175 average, which is good but I have got to change something else like, eat less bread or really watch my portions to reach my Christmas goal.

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